im not going to say that it didnt cross my mind. that i didnt think of talking to you. because it did. i thought about it. but what was stopping me was what i thought my progress had been. I thought i had moved on. that you couldnt touch me. couldnt hurt me. and id like to still think that. fake it until you make it ae? but oh gosh. i feel like i was hit by a ton of bricks. i dont understand it. i dont know why i still let you get under my skin. why you make me feel this way. there is fear, but also disgust and hurt. oh so hurt. because in the end, what did i do? im not going to answer you. so you can stop trying. im moving on. and really, im just going to pretend you didnt happen.
adios loser.
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