somewhere over the rainbow.

If I had one wish, I would wish for you,
because thats what girls like me, do,
I would believe that we were meant to be,
and that all this time, you were in love with me.

but thats just silly, i dont have one wish,
we arent meant to be, as you can see,
so you will be you, and I will be me.
and thats just who we need to be.

♥

somewhere flowers die.

and i wont go slow, and time can make the mind forget.

i push things away when they get too hard.

i avoid conflict.

i dont want to deal with it if its going to be too hard to deal with.

so i just push it away.

i let myself erase it from my mind.

and deal with other things.

stupid me.

we're running bear foot you and I.

33 days ladies and gentlemen.

33 days until my dream comes true. until i leave this country. until i live a life thats meant to be. until i follow what im made for. until i truly and entirely live for Jesus Christ.

when you have eggs.. you make lemonade?

Say you have an egg, its delicate, it could easily break if you were to drop it. so you hold on to it. you take care of it. you make sure it does not break. but then. one day, you find something called a recipe. and in this recipe you need to break this egg. this egg that you have been watching over, and caring for. in this recipe you need to break the egg to mix it with other things to make it something special. so you do. you break it, you mix it, and you have an outcome. its no longer the egg anymore.

I believe its the same way with your heart. you need to let it break sometimes, because out of being broken, better things will happen. you will learn more, feel more, and be stronger. you have to always remember that as sad as it is to have your heart broken, something better will come out of it eventually.

dont be afraid
i love metaphors.
kylie.

in a place unknown

I dont know who you are,
I dont know what your name is.
I have only seen you twice.
And both times you were amazing.
I have a weakness.
And you found it. You are so 'carefree', so 'living in the moment' and I envy and admire that.
I wish I was your best friend.
I wish I could know your name, and know what you are about.
good morning
good afternoon
and
good night
my beautiful stranger
♥

t&st&st&s♥

I felt you in my legs before I ever met you
And when I laid beside you for the first time I told you
I feel you in my heart and I don't even know you
And now we're saying bye
Bye
Bye
And now we're saying bye
Bye
Bye
I was nineteen
Call me
I felt you in my life before I ever thought to
Feel the need to lay it down beside you and tell you
I feel you in my heart and I don't even know you
And now we're saying bye
Bye
Bye
Now we're saying bye
Bye
Bye
I was nineteen
Call me
I was nineteen
Call me
Flew home
Back to where we met
Stayed inside
I was so upset
I cooked up a plan
So good except I was all alone
You were all I had
Love you
You were all mine
Love me
I was yours right
I was yours right
I was nineteen
Call me
(Bye)
(Bye)
I was nineteen
Call me
(Bye)
(Bye)

i think im insane.

I cant explain it. but I can feel it.

I dont even know you that well, and yet i felt so close to you.

I cant eat, and my mind cant escape what you did.

everytime I think of it, its like someone is punching me in the stomach.

because im the good girl that got hurt.

stupid heart.

you should know better.

grow up.

you want to be someone you're not. stop. honestly. your not fooling anyone. take a look at your self in the mirror. you arent him. you are you. you can judge me on all I am. but when the table is turned, where are you? you cant grow up. I knew this would be hard, but honestly. why? why are you like that? why cant you grow up and be what you should be? a man. or just a decent human being.

im so pathetic. but your worse.
im sorry.