because really, what it comes down to is impatience. but then there is the true facts that support things like essays. what if i were to write an essay? i probably would be able to write an essay strictly on my feelings alone. ive gone past foolishness. id like to think my head is on straight now. and its like. i dont actually want anything. i cant have anything. but of course thats never the case. all i think about is things. that happen. with people. and then i have my doubts. and then i freak out. and then i wanna yell things. but like.. when does that ever help things right? im not quite sure. all i know is, why not put myself out there. when all i have to lose is nothing. the chances seem pretty great. i guess ill know in a couple days. its just the waiting game. oh yes. that game everyone hates. until then im going to just play it off like im so not thinking about anything of that sort. nothing ladies and gentlemen. oh gosh.
wish me luck.
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