its that raw emotion that gets to ya.

Im so broken. You have alot to say. I have alot to learn. I need to feel this way. Its been awhile. lets be friends again. lets love each other. why are you tempting me. why are you tempting me. why are you tempting me. i sinned. im sorry. this world aint big enough for the two of us. can you please back off. can you please give me my space. its not fun when you smother me. the excitement of old things scare me. I want to be new. I want to be fresh. i didnt need to be talked about behind my back thank you. I didnt need that today. im starting an obsession. I hate how people follow. I need to sleep and I need to be awake. this is important. just breathe. just breathe. where is the fun. im in between adult and adult. without the fun. can you catch this star, i wished upon it. ;] how come i like him more than usual? how come im talking to him more. how come he fascinates me? gr. im so lost. and this isnt really helping. it doesnt even come close to all the emotion that im feeling right now. no no no
gr. someone get me some nyquil!!!