several chapters in one.

We said goodbye,

as we drove and got lost,

i cried my eyes out hoping you'd be honest with me

it was a miracle we couldn't find our way

we stayed up all night, 

laughing,

being together

i felt so safe beside you.

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lost and found

who knows how lost i am

i could have a pity party

but there is never a real reason for those

the real truth is within my reasoning

and i have none.

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i could say you are the answer to everything I've wanted

but i think i would speak too soon

all i said was goodnight

and you could tell there was something wrong

i had been meaning to send you something

something that would illustrate us

because we are an us

and i sent you something that belonged to a different love

i hope sleep and a wake up call will fix my mind numbing itself

i am living two parallels which i often do so well

one reality

one dream-like state

which ever one wins, gets the prize

me.

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