your love never fails.

I am somewhat ashamed and, emabarassed that instead of trusting God to provide, I got worried and anxious that he wouldnt.

The Sitch: 3 girls, had planned a trip to New Zealand. one of them being myself. At first it was just to live there, we loved the country and wanted to visit it. But then it turned into something more. All of us went through trials. Concerning money, jobs, family, friends, trust, and ultimately faith. It is now just myself and another friend Britnee going on this journey. Melissa got an oppurtunity to work full time for a year at her job. a sign from God I suppose, I stumbled. you have a stool with 3 legs, its a stool. you have a stool with 2 legs, its not a stool. I wasnt sure I wanted to embark on this journey anymore. With questions such as how will I afford this? Will we have a place to stay once there? How will my parents react to this? How long do I stay? I let myself doubt God. Shame on me. A couple days ago, I watched a video blog of a person I know originally from Ontario, who is in Austrailia with a friend and living out God's purpose for them. I realized that I was blind to God's grace. He had provided me with a second job to save up money, an open schedule for this fall, and friends who are supportive. I had been planning on telling my parents around this time, but watching that video made me sure. This is what I want to do. So, I told them. I worried that they would not agree with this idea because it isnt education. But they both agreed that this is a really good idea, and would be very beneficial to me.

So, here I am, totally psyched that this September I am going to New Zealand. I am going to meet friends, and love God's Youth. I may be going for 3 months, or longer. It really depends how long they want us there for. All I know right now is that, I am amazed at God's amazing power.

this startted as a dream, and look where we are now?
now who can say God isnt real?
becoming a kiwi--
:)kylie