` soihaveaquestiondoyouwannahavea
slumberpartyinmybasementdoimakeyour heartbeatlikean808drumismyloveyour drug?
its such a rush. to not want to put my heart on the line again. to go out there and risk it all. part of me, is not wanting any form of relationship. which could very well be what i should be doing. staying away from the "b" word (boyfriend) but the other part of me, thrives on the rush i get when i flirt with a guy and its like i miss all the little things that come with having a boyfriend.
I know if i start anything i wont be free to flirt. to literally be free. but its always nice to have someone right? Dont worry. im not just going to pick someone off the street say "he looks decent" and then start something. I will put time and effort into making sure it would work out and that he seems right for me. I am just confused about it all. and sometimes certain guys just make me smile. whatever. time will tell, and God has his sneaky ways we know. When I am ready, he will make it happen :)
tatafornow♥
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