Monday, November 23, 2009

you wont relent until you have it all.

my lip is bleeding. only close friends know that i have a habit and that the outcome is a bleeding lip. this day is fresh, i can smell the freshness right now. the rain pitter patters but this day is new and shiny. filled with endly possibilities. like one of those plan your own adventure books. no body knows how this day will end. And yet, what if it wasnt fresh? considering I was living yesterday.. what if you looked at it like, today is just a continuum from yesterday, and really this day is not a new one but rather the same one, just continued. what makes us know that we have new days everday. im finding it hard to breath more and more now. it makes me think of my previous prediction earlier this year. it makes me scared. i just wish i had a set map of how things will happen, and with things working out like they are, im doubting it will happen now. God wouldnt put these things in my life if it was going to happen.

dont worry, dont worry.
im still here.

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