Monday, November 23, 2009

theres a cry in my heart for your glory to come.

i feel as if i have the weight of the world on my shoulders.
and im not going to drop off all my emotions on this website like a shrink.
but i feel as if i might explode with anger, and frustration and confusion.
i need for time to stand still for me to gather my thoughts.
i miss her so much. and she doesnt care.
i want to be a better person. like a real better person.
why cant i get things right the first time?
why cant i stop thinking about those things?
im always putting myself in these positions, being vulnerable, and easily hurt.
i like being alone, no one hurts me, and i cant hurt anyone.
but no one wants to leave me alone.
they want me, and they will never let go.

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