she smiled in a good way, the way a girl like that smiles.

"Hey" I said back, and he started down the steps toward us. As he came closer across the grass, I watched Monkey, amazed at his full-body excitement to see this person he'd only been away from for an hour or so. What did it feel like, I wondered, to love someone that much? So much that you couldnt even control yourself when they came close, as if you might just break free of whatever was holding you and throw yourself at them with enough force to easily overwhelm you both. I had to wonder, but Monkey clearly knew: you could see it, feel it coming off him, like a heat. I almost envied him that. Almost.