Sunday, February 22, 2009

lets be honest here.

The past few weeks havent been pretty. Dealing with an array of emotions, I found myself in the dumpster of all dumpsters. I turned my back on who I want to become, and because I did, I found myself becoming who I was before. Self concious, angry about little things, upset, inadequate, lesser. I became my highschool self, someone who didnt want to be noticed, because if I was people would see my cracks, my flaws. Part of growing up, is realizing that those cracks and flaws are what make you who you are. My Potter has made my pot the way he wanted to. With all my quirks, cracks and flaws. Once you see this, things become easier. So for these past weeks, I needed to deal with the old me, talk to her, and tell her that things will be okay, because I was meant to be this way.

1 comment:

Britnee said...

this is not an easy thing to ovecome kylie. it really is not. but im proud that you see it and can admit it and try to fix it. but you are not expected to do it alone, this is why God created people for community.
i love you and im here for you and im praying for you.