could i BE anymore excited?

I am going to admit it. I am totally psyched for 2009. Why you ask? To be honest Im not quite sure. I am never really excited for a new year to start and yet for this new year coming up, I am getting anxious and excited. I have not decided if I want to do the polar bear swim yet, although it would be an experience to remember forever, there is the factor of freezing cold water. I have a new semester coming up and for another odd reason I am looking forward to summer. I guess I am just feeling ambitious for next year. Whatever it is I am really glad. It seems I havebeen in a slump these past few weeks. Not really wanting to go out, see friends and be active in life. Maybe its the weather, maybe its me, but Im really glad its leaving.

I believe in order to be successful in life you need to have motivation. My motivation is my family and friends and my future. All these things really allow me to strive to do my best. This is why for my next semester I am going to push as hard as I can and work really hard.

I also find that I feel more confident and more excited about things because I feel that I have a large amount of support backing me up. I have God, my saviour, who loves me for me and wouldnt change me at all. I have my parents, who have always been on my side. I have my friends who have become my family to me. I have my boyfriend who loves me undeniably. And with these people, I can and will do anything I set my mind to.

Call it an epiphany, Call it rearranging my life, Call it whatever you want but I feel as if I am growing, not physically but mentally and can see my future clearly because I am my future.

kylieeeeeeeeee.