Thursday, June 2, 2011

walkin around with a volvo umbrella.

get used to rejection baby, she said. its gonna be around forever; im so bold when i dont mean to. and analyzing everything is my problem. im used to your harsh words, because immunity is key. it would be sweet. sunny days. sunglasses. flats. tights. im seeing beauty. because of you. dont be scared of me. just dont. im a terrible person. but arent we all? thanks for remembering little things. i guess thats the nice part of you. but your evil monster mask is still on. im still clueless as to why i care. why do i care? and im so limited to who i can tell. because telling wont do you any justice. no one can possibly understand. and believe me im trying. im trying to seem like i dont care. like waiting is my favorite thing. like its okay if you die. i think you'll understand. im praying for you. and i cant hate you. its just my defense mechanism.


i talk you later munchkin.

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