i feel like God is showing me over and over how much he yearns for a relationship with me. lately i have noticed i am being ignored. by friends, by family. not being told things. not being talked to. and whats getting to me is how annoying it is. how inconsiderate it seems when someone is ignoring you. how awful you feel. how helpless. i think God is trying to drive into me how much it pains him when i ignore him. when i dont take part in the relationship i have with him. how i need to put him first. because if i dont, nothing else really matters. to be constantly thinking of him, and lifting him higher. i have been putting others before him lately. and i can feel the space between us now. the void, the gap.
oh lord, hear my cry. i long for you;;
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