well the sun is coming out. the sun reminds me of swimming in the ocean, feeling the black sand between my toes. being with people who i care about too much. oh how those days will soon be just memories in a photo album. although currently i am sick, life has been looking up. i recently got a job, and am now putting money towards that list of things that i need. my hair is really long now. and there are moments of desire for short hair, or to get a hair cut. but that would be cruel. i have dreams of long hair. and i am going to fulfil those dreams. hot yoga has been on my mind lately. and although i am totally fine with doing it by myself, i would very much like a hot yoga partner, someone who loves it as much as i do. maybe my sister? speaking of my sister. i love her. there have been so many fights between us. but we are the type of friends to just start talking to each other like nothing happened the next day. she is great. i find literally when you arent looking for someone, they find you. im not wanting a relationship right now. i want to focus on me, and although that sounds selfish, i believe i am 20 years old and shouldnt really be thinking about that considering im not even close to being done school. I know my God will provide the man i need. when the time is right he will be there, and everything will feel right, everything will be okay. because thats what God's intent is. although i do find myself lonely at times, i know i thoroughly am enjoying this time of being single :) im finding myself becoming used to routine again. i feel like i need something exciting and undull in my life. whats it going to be? who knows. but lets hope i figure it out soon.
until next time.
much lovee
Kylie.
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