sad in bed.

when searching for a photo for this post, i was reminded of how weird this world is. typing 'sad in bed' in google images brought me many pictures of people laying in bed looking sad. why would anyone need a picture of that?

I guess i did.

being sad is a thing thats happening today. its alot of one thing, and some of other little things. I have had very little sleep lately. and i think thats a factor of why my brain is not functioning properly.

I also had disrespected myself.

so with all this in mind. ive been saying things that lead to other bad things. and the whole time im thinking 'this is okay, im saying what i feel'

no.

i really dont think i feel this way.

i wish time machines existed, but in reality, what good does it do? remind you of times when things were better? take you into the future where its unknown?

im holding onto the strings that once was a rope. and im slowly losing them.

but what good is a rope or even strings for that matter if youre already standing on the ground?

ive fallen, but im standing. so perhaps its time.

just wishing for a better story.

sad.in.bed.