chapped lips, chapstick and things like chemistry.

i promise this post wont be about school in some way. although it is hard for me to think about anything else really.

I have been feeling a little ill lately. feeling achey, and having a sore throat in the morning when i wake up. i also am experiencing a dry cough, which i normally get around this time of year, which then turns into a very mucusy hack later on. totally excited for that. :|

ive been thinking alot about my friends lately, and how much work it actually is to maintain a friendship. for some close friends its an easy task. you see them when you see them, you make time to see them, it works out. but for those friends who you need to work a bit harder at seeing, thats where the hard work really comes in. especially if your schedule is hecktic.

I find i dont even really have time to text all my friends. which in reality, i probably could text all of them, and then thats it. and now that im thinking about that, i might just do that. its just the expectation to carry on a conversation with the person that makes me hesitant.

its hard because in this time, where i am constantly somewhere, doing something, needing sleep, needing to read or finish assignments, its friends that i need the most. and yet, i have the least time for them. study dates will need to be a thing, and weekends will have to be prioritzed accordingly. but it is becoming a worry of mine that i will lose friends during this school year because of my lack of time with them. i really hope thats not the case.

really hope.

also, i have chapstick and chapped lips. and things like chemistry.
soo.
yea.