early morning rituals get you nowhere.

Lets dance to the same music everytime. I want to dance to the same music everytime. What music you ask? Music that can change the way you feel.

For years I have been left out of everything. I never made any close friends, so i became used to the feeling of being alone. I became cautious and careful, and protected and guarded myself. I was my own friend. Someone I could count on. One day I remember walking home alone, and coming to a cross roads. Making sure there were no cars coming, I walked across, as I was walking I saw a necklace on the ground. I quickly picked it up, and continued walking. It was a friendship necklace. Something I had never had the oppurtunity of having. It was a gold heart with the word friend engraved onto it. For just a moment I thought of what it would be like to have someone who was my friend, someone who would tell me secrets, and play with me, and care about me, someone who was loyal and honest and someone who could laugh with me. I instantly thought of my mother telling me about God, and how he was a friend to her. I thought of how I wanted to be his friend too.Just then a car driving by swirved and hit me. I died that day. My body turned cold and stiff, and I wasnt human anymore. I became a spirit and floated up to Heaven. Once there I saw God. He told me that everything was going to be okay and that I had a friend now. I started to cry because for the first time I felt the power of friendship. That feeling of support and love. God has a friend in me.

May God have a friend in you. Because he is the most important friend.