It was like a shocking panic. the thought of not finding someone to share my life with, soon, or just ever overwhelmed me. i thought of the candidates. i thought of the test results, the measurings of each one. compatibility. i know movies are far from reality. i know everything in movies doesnt happen in real life. but i do know that sometimes it does. i want prince charming. i want someone who i trust and get and love. and sometimes guys.. sometimes i feel like standing up and screaming 'when will it be my turn?' because really. i have been waiting patiently for 2 years now. of course ive had things here and there. 'oh i like that boy' 'oh he's cute' but really. none of them have stuck around to turn into anything. I know God has His timing. I know. but then I start thinking of maybe im actually unlikable... what if my flaws are just too much.
Its one of those moments ladies and gentlemen, where I just feel like having a big ol' temper tantrum. because I want things done my way.
but God whispers ' just wait child. just wait.'
And so, because I trust my Father, and well. because i really have nothing else better to do, I will wait. and I will wait, and wait and wait and wait.
and prince charming will be worth it.
because they always are.
:)
1 comment:
this is good. this is really goood. and it'll all happen in Gods timing, this is true.
:)
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