What is more important? making yourself happy, or making other people happy?
Most of you would say making yourself happy.. and yet we are always told not to disappoint people. I'm stuck in a pickle, a pickle I made for myself. I cannot blame anyone else. But the damage this pickle is doing is very tremendous, and could scar people for life, myself included. I have not told anyone. So for all those people out there who think you know what I'm talking about, you don't. And I will continue not to tell anyone. Because no one is on my side for this battle. No one will agree with me. I am alone.
So wait for me on that cold dark night, and hear those owls. And put those stars in your pocket, because you're going to need them. You're going to need them. Because I don't know if I'm going to show. I don't know if I will come. I don't know if I will satisfy. So have those stars. Because you're going to need them.
2 comments:
kylie, this makes me cry, its hurts me.
i know we all wanna please other people; im such a people pleaser. but that doesn't mean you cant be happy.
and honestly i don't have any idea what you're talking about, and thats okay for now. but you are meant to be happy, you need to be or all of this is a huge flipping waste of time. i love you. and i know you feel like no one is one your side or loves you, but honestly NO matter what im, just look back to everything we have been through kylie.. all the talks we're had and things we've helped eachother through. let me help you again.
You are not alone. Dont believe that for one second! ..that is a lie of the enemy if I have heard one. It is ok if you feel like you cant tell anyone..but honestly you need to tell someone if its eating you inside-just like britnee I hate to see you hurt, and it hurts me too, but even more I hate to see you doing it by yourself. Please confess this someone, anyone.
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