it was so easy.

im trying to suck it up. im trying to not let it bother me, and just go with the flow. but where you put your heart, you put your love. i put my love somewhere, and my heart got hurt. maybe im over-reacting. maybe im just super sensitive. (i probably am) but i dont feel the same anymore. you dont feel the same anymore. i know things change. but when i needed you the most, no one was there. excuse me if i feel bitter. im over it now, whats in the past is in the past. but dont expect me to be so warm and kind.

i loved you first.