he was from downstairs.

lets pretend were royalty, and thank those who made us who we are. because we are who we are. today i learned that. i had the option of being myself, or being shy. and i let myself do the talking. it was great. my hair is so long, its like.. beautiful. i feel like the tables are turned, i feel closer to my dad then i do with my mom. this is the first day of my life. that song makes me feel so safe, and protected. im confused. im hurt. im in love. i am in love. in love. i care about myself. i wish i had gummy bears right now. i got lost at school today. it was embarassing. i appreciate my friends. i appreciate my family. and now i understand how hard it is to pick up and leave. i was so ready to go back to wanganui. but now look at me. im at home again. i have two homes. i want a tattoo. i just need to make sure its something im sure i want to get done. i have a heart for the broken. my vase was also broken. how many bridesmaids is too many bridesmaids? i dont eat that much anymore. i wish my brother was at the age where i could hang out with him with out him getting annoyed with me. lets pretend we are the great and none can stop us. i miss my lip ring. i miss it. i miss everything about it. i miss hanging with my best friends. i miss pho. i miss clam chowder. i miss making cookies with a girl i have known forever. let me help you make pizza. dont leave me. i want to lay in a pile of flower petals. i want a romantic dinner. i want to be taken out. i want to dress up. i want to look hot. i want a kitten. i know i have bubba, but i want a kitty kitty. pictures can always say more than a thousand words. they can. i know this. paint my nails and call me classy. paint my face and dont say anything. shiver me timbers.

worthy is the lamb ♥

i will depend on the Lord;

no matter what.