today is 'someday'

God is so sneaky. But I just chuckle a little bit, and just feel so peaceful knowing that he has my life all wrapped up in his little hands. He listens to my prayers. He knows me, He knows what I need. oh how silly. I just love him. I just do. As I was coming home from work on the bus, a man was talking loudly about his brothers wedding coming up in October, saying he had never been to one and been part of the wedding party. The bus driver pipes up and starts talking about weddings, and then goes on to question the guy about why people dress up for weddings. the guy obviously doesnt know the answer, and so the bus driver goes on to say that marriage wasnt called marriage way back when. it was called Holy Matrimony, which is all about God. He then goes on to tell the guy that a marriage is about God, so you cannot have marriage with out God. DING DING. there you go folks. thats the truth right there! Today's society is so messy. divorce, step children, step parents. what the hell? seriously? when did it become okay for people to get married without God? anywho that was exciting. but honestly. for those who are christian and who read regularily. dont settle for less. know that God knows you. and he has made someone for you. that will love you for all your quirks, your imperfections. that person is out there somewhere, and unfortunately&fortunately God will show that person to us when we are ready.

until then. live. love God. praise him. enjoy your time alone.

kylie♥

trees are always black.

Lord let me be free. Let me be gone. Let me leave this place so i can appreciate it. I really dont know what just happened but im pissed. yep you read it. im pissed. thank you mr. idontcare. You gotta love ex-boyfriends. they know you. well. I love venting to them. its great. im sick as a dog. i have a pile of tissues on my floor dying to be cleaned up. but whats the use? there is going to be a new pile soon. really, how much snot can be in ones nose? I have this fear. its like im falling, and I have no one to catch me. physically. I have friends yes. and spiritually. I have God. but. romantically. I dont. i miss it. I miss not having to wear makeup, or caring what I wore because it didnt matter. I was beautiful in his eyes no matter what. I miss not having to talk to other guys, not having to flirt. because I was comfortable. and now. now that its done. that its no more. I am uncomfortable. I have to try again. ugh. trying sucks. haha. Im planning on buying an ipod touch. IM SO EXCITED. that means i actually will have an ipod. because for the past.. 6 months? i havent had one. its been gross. but soon. I miss certain people. seeing certain things. I had a dream the other night. In this dream I was in a house. a house that once I was awake i realized i had never seen before. but in my dream it was my house. it was home. i knew my way around. is this some weird portal to the future? is this my future house? i guess we will have to wait and see ;) argumed is graduated now. she walked across thursday evening. big smiles here. she is a graduate now :) all in all. i love lotp. i love my hair. and i love my singing and dancing in the shower.
adios. amigos.
the K-meister!

its time to change.

I Kylie, am going to make some changes. I am going to make some new rules. Because if I keep living the way I am living. I will get hurt.

1. dont be the first to text.

2. guard your heart.

3. make it hard for people to get in.

4. you deserve the best.

5. dont care as much as you usually do.

6. get a life and live it.

:)