I wish I could tell you all the things that are wrong.

She is doing this because she loves him. She knows what he is doing is wrong, but she loves him. God's Love is unfailing, and it is our job as christians to act as him, and be forgiving and compassionate. I know he has done numerous things to ruin his life, and the lives around him. I know it seems unfair, and wrong. I know you want them to stop and think about how this is affecting his circumstances. But I doubt that they want their last memories of him to be living who knows where. God has a plan for everyone, and I believe that when it is time for him to smarten up, and get his act together he will. I have found that for something good to happen, something bad needs to happen first. It's just how the world works. I am so sorry that you haven't had him in your life, that when asked you deny. I love you. And as hard as it has been, I love him. As easy as it is to say that we should all leave him and let him smarten up that way, it might work for him to see all this love, and to understand that the world that he lived in is not loving, its hard, its raw, its not full, its empty, and one day he will realize that. Until then, prayer works, God works. God has pretty clever ways of dealing with things, and I think that in times like these we must turn to him and seek his guidance. Because we are small compared to him, He is the King of the Universe. He is almighty, and he can make a difference.
pray.pray.pray.

GodBless.
kylie.

just in case you were'nt listening.

AHHH!

June 4- Dane Cook-GM Place

July 4- Green Day- GM Place

August something-Edmonton w/ Courtney ♥

I am so stoked for these dates. I wish they would come faster so I could have some sweet stories to tell. Well thats a lie.. I have so many sweet stories to tell. Starting NOW.

1. Last friday, Kyle, Cass, Britnee and I were going to a local church to make sandwiches for the homeless. But before we went out for dinner at a place called the frog stone grill. Afterwards Britnee and I were craving a mcflurry at mcdonalds, So we asked Kyle if he could drive us. He said no.. AND THATS WHEN THE TROUBLE BEGAN. Britnee and I decided we would run across the street and grab one quickly so we wouldnt keep them waiting. Britnee had to pee and we were both laughing so hard because of this. The way we were running was pathetic and very amusing, and so our laughter was short-breathed. As we were running I turned back to check up on her making sure she hadnt peed yet, and when I turned to face forward again SHMUCK. I fell flat on my face and scratched my knee up pretty good, with a new hole in my jean, my knee was bleeding. :( It was so funny though, I didnt even feel the pain until later.

2. After Impact on Thursdays we leaders always go out to Mr. Mikes to get some appies. Now.. I dont drink Pop, in fact I havent since January of this year. When we were there Kyle was sitting right in front of me., I guess his hand pushed his pop, and it all spilled right on to my lap. I had everyone laughing at me saying things like.. "kylie peed" BUT DID I? NO I DIDNT.

3. I almost fell again the Friday we just had. I was in bluenotes and my purse was on the ground and my foot got stuck in the strap. So deadly. In front of a decent looking guy might I add. We also so Kathryn Schultz at H&M which was cool, because I havent seen her in over a year. :( Fun Fun.

4. My family and I are putting a deck in our backyard. Its in the beginning stages still.. but its looking pretty good. Im excited to actually have a decent looking backyard now. :)

story time is over now. go find your mommies and have some warm milk. I will be back here again next week. SAME TIME SAME PLACE.

;)

`I'd paint the walls with your favorite color just to make you happy.

This summer is going to be meant for me to soul-search. I need to find out who I am. What I want to do. Why I want to do it. What makes me down right happy. What makes me upset. What makes me become a mean person. What makes me become a nice person. I am going to do this. I am surrounded by loving and caring friends who will support me every step of the way. I will get down, I will feel lost, but im ready, because I know I can only go up from there. I can only get better.

where do I go from here?

Now that my life is 'over'

where do i go now?

what do i do now?

Lord show me your light

show me your love

because I am lost.

I am lost.

You remain.

You remain.