A dream, is a wish your heart makes.

So. Lately I have been having some odd dreams. Im not implying that I am the only one who has odd dreams. I mean Come on. Everyone does. But for me, these dreams consist of things I cant really tell anyone. These dreams consist of something, I think I subconciously want. But I am so confused. You see, I am all about doing things in God's time, and letting him have his way with my life. The old ' what would jesus do' idea. The thing is... these dreams.. I dont know if its what God wants, like.. Am I supossed to want this? Is it me wanting this or God? If God wants it, then I want it too, but.. If its just me who wants it.. then.. i dont know. I know what your going to say... Pray about it. And I will.. But at the same time.. I dont even know if I want it. Like, It would be risking alot, and what if it doesnt work out. Alot to pray and think about.